Has it actually been almost four months since I last wrote? Where have I been? Where has this time gone? Surely I have been sucked into some sort of time disruption. I simply cannot believe that this much time has past. Life is changing at such an amazing rate. So many things are changing, and I feel that I can't keep up. I want to. I try to. But I feel like I keep falling behind. Wake up, live life, go to sleep. The living of life is good. And yes, I love the sleep that I get. But everything is moving so fast. The girls are growing so fast. Can't I slow them down. At least just a little.
The other day we where getting ready to go on a family picnic. It was Bennett's birthday, and we wanted to do something together, as a family. As we where getting everything ready, I asked Alyssa to get a diaper for me. Bennett was standing right there and he grabbed one and tossed it at me. She looked at me with such a gown up expression. Calmly she stated that she was going to get that, and didn't I realize that? The first thing that I thought was....where is my little girl? Now mind you this was followed by a little talk about attitudes. But in that moment, I saw she was diffrent, and she is changing. So fast. So very fast. In but a breath she will be grown. I don't want to miss it. I don't want to look back at her childhood and have regrets. What things can I change to make sure that doesn't happen?
PS. Where has spell check gone?
